if I burned to death at least I'd die warm

"The snow falls down so beautiful and stupid..."
-the Silver Jews

This winter has been particularly hard on me. More frustrating and depressing than any of the 21 winters I've lived through. Perhaps it's because it just won't fucking end.
I can't even think about what the weather would be like in Vancouver right now because I'd just get mad at myself for ever moving back to Edmonton.
But I love Edmonton!! I really do! Every summer I remember why I put myself through 8 months of gross weather every year. It always feels worth it then. But not right now. Oh no. I am so mad at my city right now. I am so good to you Edmonton, and this is how you repay me? MINUS TEN AT THE END OF APRIL?? ARE YOU SERIOUS?? WHY??????? WHY????????????? WHY???????????????????????????????????????????

/end rant.